2020 Almost Made Me Quit Youtube

31. dec. 2020
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2020 sucked for everyone. Here's my experience with it
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Twitter 🐥: twitter.com/Jack_Septic_Eye
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  • Although a lot of bad crap has happened, I've found 2020 to be a reflective year. The year of reflecting I do dub it!

    Mr. CaretakerMr. CaretakerPred uro
  • You are such an inspiration. Keep it up.

    kieran nockkieran nockPred 7 urami
  • Sean can you play ride to hell retribution please bro

    Mateo ŠtefančićMateo ŠtefančićPred 16 urami
  • Y

    Wk.43 MyparkWk.43 MyparkPred dnevom
  • I too have to take pills for my asthma while using the blue inhaler and brown one.. I've had to do this even before COVID-19, but it got much worse during the pandemic so I feel what you are going through for that part.. :(

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  • I really needed to hear this. Thank you so much Séan. I've been having a lot of bad health issues too for the past 10 months (doctors think it could be Gastroparesis, which there are treatments for but no definitive cure). It's been very hard to deal with at points and many points where I've been very scared for my future. I'm trying to become a video game writer and I absolutely understand how being physically ill can have an effect on creativity and mental health. Thankfully I've been able to continue writing and have now written 16 games that I'm going to try and pitch to studios (I have a goal of 19 all together), but I have had to take things slower at times than I used to. I've also had to learn to live more in the moment and not worry so much about the future (still struggling with that though unfortunately). You've been a huge inspiration to me and without you and many of your SLworldsr friends (of whom are also some of my favorites) I would not have been introduced to some of my favorite video games of all time. No matter what happens, I'll always have you to thank for many aspects of how I live my life and the person I am. Thank you for everything lifesize Mr. Potato Head. 👍

    A Damn Slice Of CakeA Damn Slice Of CakePred 2 dnevi
  • amogus

    Fr0sty GamezFr0sty GamezPred 3 dnevi
  • I'm not much of a gamer but I appreciate video games as form of art and entertainment. I also found myself watching some of your videos and I genuinely enjoy it. Most of all I enjoy the moments I feel like I can relate to you and I feel you come across as genuine and honest. If you ask me that's more than enough for why people would follow and like your content bc decent work is made by a decent person. At the end of the day, as long as you're satisfied with the work you put into the video then the people will notice ^^ No one is perfect. We're flawed whether it's in our control but at least we're not alone especially during 2020 and so on. Thank you for this video and take care ^^

    Ntxhee Yee ThaoNtxhee Yee ThaoPred 3 dnevi
  • Don't do it you're great !

    Gabriel LupGabriel LupPred 3 dnevi
  • So you saying how is life for SLworlds creators if they actually had a job

    PauloEscoPauloEscoPred 3 dnevi
  • I love watching your videos and I'm seeing this late. I'm curious about the fundraiser you were talking about for BLM. Was it done for this organization or the cause? The organization is crap and they are the ones that caused all the damage and distraction over the summer beating people, burning businesses and so much more. Was that money for people that lost their businesses and loved ones that had family members in the hospital for being beat? You are an amazing person and I started watching you recently. I can see the emotion you express when you reach out to people.

    Christina MorreiraChristina MorreiraPred 4 dnevi
    • Sure, Jan.

      SuperSupraRacerSuperSupraRacerPred 2 dnevi
  • I'm not uploading until 21 march 2022.

    LucaXtagVtagLucaXtagVtagPred 5 dnevi
  • Welp i tried to get a bit populair this year but it didn’t work so this year sucks for all of us but its all cause COVID

    Kiki WolfKiki WolfPred 5 dnevi
  • 🥘

    callum Coughlancallum CoughlanPred 5 dnevi
  • I’m so so so so so so so happy you didn’t quit ♥️

    callum Coughlancallum CoughlanPred 5 dnevi
  • Real Talk: MRIs are terrifying for a lot of different reasons & you’ve got all my sympathy.

    JessicaJessicaPred 6 dnevi
  • That culture you are talking about is American Culture Jack, SLworlds is American, so they do what American businesses do. Everything has to be the "best"

    IzipunnIzipunnPred 6 dnevi
  • You are really brave to open up about this, thank you for sharing your story! I can really relate to how you have been feeling too. I've had unusual medical issues and have lost my energy too. I'm sorry you have been feeling this way, I hope you are doing well now!

    RocknLove09RocknLove09Pred 7 dnevi
  • When i saw the title I was like oh n god no not jack

    Bentley NorrisBentley NorrisPred 7 dnevi
  • I relate to that asthma bit, haven't had it since a young teen and it started back up in June after feeling slightly sick (Too mild for me to think it COVID but who knows). It comes and goes throughout the day but it's anxiety inducing having your heartrate rise whilst it's harder to breathe. Honestly I forgot the feeling, I can manage it now but I wonder if that's why I got so many panic attacks as a kid. Hope you're doing well man, you're one of the last OGs we got left on SLworlds. 12:00 Almost had the exact same feeling while I was chilling with some friends when I first realized something's wrong. For me it's moreso in my esophagus/around the trachea though. 16:21 Same deal, it's why I've not gotten treatment yet

    Rundy LawRundy LawPred 8 dnevi
  • 2020 didn’t suck for me, I know about covid but if you look on the bright side people graduated and we learned from covid and we got a new president too. It’s our fault for covid and not 2020’s. But now we can be better from what we learned from covid and George Floyd. For me now I’m more great full that I have family and friends. And George Floyd dying brought us together + the next time we see a double - double digit year will be in a hundred years.

    Josh gamer and moreJosh gamer and morePred 9 dnevi
  • Dude, this is the best type of stuff right here. It's so nice to see that even your heros have to deal with some shit that you yourself have to deal with sometimes as well.

    Worried FiberWorried FiberPred 9 dnevi
  • "this has been the wrost year ever" world war 2? 911? the black death? basically any time before antibiotics were made?

    Sleepy DoctorSleepy DoctorPred 10 dnevi
  • So I am a bit late to this video, but I wanted to express something. Very possibly, the way you are feeling could be due to the autoimmune factor the disease has caused. There has been speculation about it causing autoimmune issues. And a lot of the symptoms are very relatable. I have multiple autoimmune diseases and they like to travel in pairs or more. And it's draining almost on a daily basis. I can sleep 8-12 hours and still be exhausted. What happens is some of your immune system cells start attacking healthy cells. They get confused and instead of fighting what they are supposed to, they are internally at war with your own body. It takes a lot of energy to fight off a cold and sickness. Now imagine your body doing that almost daily, except you don't have a cold or flu. Instead, it goes after things like your skin, your brain, your lungs, your pancreas, etc. If you could do a charity live stream sometime, I would love to see something that can help the research, discoverability and treatment for autoimmune be a focus. It's more of an epidemic than Covid is in truth.

    RavvyRavvyPred 12 dnevi
  • no you make me happy and we love you

    Nadeem KhanNadeem KhanPred 12 dnevi
  • Jack/seán bro this is so unlikely and don’t listen to this video at the end but you jinxed the hell out of this year for yourself hope your doing well my dood

    Evade Dark_Evade Dark_Pred 12 dnevi
  • Isn’t it so hard when you have a physical problem yet tests show nothing wrong? It’s relieving but also terrible. It’s affects the mental health as well because you’re being told “your tests are normal, there is nothing physically wrong with you” but you’re still in pain or uncomfortable. Fact is, yes someone cares. Apparently a lot of people. But my point being if you have to take time off from work to take care of yourself and finding out what is wrong. I know this is awful, but maybe look into finding a doctor who says “well let’s find the problem” rather than “your tests are normal” because they actually care that you’re going through something awful. Anyway, not that anyone read this far, but I 100% like you more for this. I already liked you the most I could but this made it... real?

    Caroline ParkCaroline ParkPred 12 dnevi
  • Bro really I let people have opinions but really I don't know if you know that there is trump supporters who watch you you got to understand that not evreybody agrees with that have a good day bye

    ScoringScoringPred 13 dnevi
  • Jack next nostalgia week plz play farcry 3

  • You could just pull an ExplodingTNT, and just vanish for a few more months, take a break to enjoy life. You you don't have to quit. You'll feel fresh

    JaysasterJaysasterPred 14 dnevi
  • Hi Jack Spedicy, hope you stay on SLworlds, but I understand how hard life can be.

    JaysasterJaysasterPred 14 dnevi
  • Thanks for all the years and the new ones to come

    Debbie BonnerDebbie BonnerPred 14 dnevi
  • Pop boop beep soup uooop cooop nooop looop wooop

    Debbie BonnerDebbie BonnerPred 14 dnevi
  • Your vids are always so moving Séan! I love your content and always will!

    The PitThe PitPred 14 dnevi
  • they talk about this on top 10 central. i had to come and watch this

    Dean StaceyDean StaceyPred 14 dnevi
  • I thought this video was sad then I see Jack's newest video named loss and I hope Jack can get through all the bad stuff going on right now

    Finn EmmersonFinn EmmersonPred 14 dnevi
  • Get up early in the morning n Do meditation n yoga daily. N since u hav asthma do light exercises which dont leav u out of breath. And after a year post how these things have helped. I m waiting for next video on your health next year. Follow religiously this schedule of yoga n compulsory meditation. God bless. Tc

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  • Jack I'm just sorry that 2020 is the worse it had taken a beating from me but know your not alone we will soon get through this

    Evil Eye989Evil Eye989Pred 16 dnevi
  • Sean, probably this message will never reach you, but - just in case - for your problem about tinnitus it could be related to your dental occlusion and the Invisalign treatment. You could have a check with a specialist for temporo-mandibular joint (TMJ) problems. It happens quite often when your dental occlusion is not balanced. The proximity of the joint with nerves and arteries of the ear might cause this problem. It is good you checked for any possible bigger issue, but if they exclude those you could check this and you might find a solution for your problem. If you ever read this I hope I could be a little helpful for you. Thanks for all your great content and I was very sorry to hear about your recent loss in the family. Take your time, we the fans will be here whenever and if you will decide to be back.

    Nyla 9Nyla 9Pred 16 dnevi
  • Seems like your plan for 2021 is the biggest so far. To say fuck it all and do what you feel like is a big step and i think it will do very good for you both mentally and physically.

    Mikael AnderssonMikael AnderssonPred 17 dnevi
  • Good luck sean.

    Xtraordinary UnknownXtraordinary UnknownPred 17 dnevi
  • This comment section is beautiful

    ApexersssApexersssPred 17 dnevi
  • Love your videos and take your time fans will wait they dont mind if you dont upload every day or even every week you have built more than a fanbase you built a community you give us amazing content for years and we haven't taken it for granted we don't mind you taking time off and in soo sorry for your loss I've watched you for over 6 years and you mad it easier to get through hard times and we all wish we can do the same and help if that is giving money to charity or liking your videos and sharing them I hope the rest of this year goes better for you physically and mentally then 2020 love you videos keep up the good work.

    Dylan popetsDylan popetsPred 17 dnevi
    • And we do care about you and what you where going through I'm sure any of the 26 million+ people wouldn't mind helping that's why it's more that a fanbase we all care about each other you carreabout your fans giving content and streaming and we care about you through by trying our best to help you and defend even tho your not going to see this I still take time from my day to try and make your day better like you have for the past few years and your videos mean so much to me and 26 million other people that's almost half the population of England that have enjoyed your videos and who know how many with out yt accounts you have so many people who carr about you and your health and we all dont mind if you want to take a month off at anytime and while you take time off as it isn't easy to lose such a close family member we will wait until you feel your ready and hopefully you come back stronger than ever

      Dylan popetsDylan popetsPred 17 dnevi
  • Head MRIs are so weird.

    JaysonJaysonPred 17 dnevi
  • "I don't know if anybody cares" of course we care! You're physical and mental health is more important than you constantly uploading videos all the time. Whatever you decided to do I wouldn't mind. Yes, of course we'd miss you but YOU are more important than how much you upload. You're honestly such a tough guy stay strong ❤️

    Itz_IzzyItz_IzzyPred 17 dnevi
  • This is late, but...2020, for me, was truly the year of reflection and just waking up. Due to health problems (spent the Christmas holidays hospitalised due to sudden appendicitis) and the overall COVID situation this has made me realise how fragile everything is; how easy it is to lose yourself or your loved ones if you're not careful enough. And also how I've taken everything for granted: my own health, getting to see my friends, just walking around the town without any restrictions...I swear, funny as it is, a few weeks ago I finally got to take a simple public bus to the city centre after months of not getting to do that and I nearly cried :D It's like...All of this routine, these simple things can be so easily taken away, and I felt like I haven't treasured them enough. So yes, going into 2021 with very little to ask for - for everyone to stay safe and take care of your own health, as well as of those important to you. And maybe, very slowly, things will pick up, and we can go back...no, not back: hoping we can go forward with the lessons we've learned. Thanks so much for sharing, Sean. These things are important to talk about, and your community will always be with you. Hoping with all of my heart that this year is much kinder on you.

    Serra20 the Hug CollectorSerra20 the Hug CollectorPred 17 dnevi
  • I feel you bro, 2020 is making things horrible

    ꧁JakeTheMiner꧂ 202꧁JakeTheMiner꧂ 202Pred 18 dnevi
  • The only year worse than this for me was the year my Mother died, 2013.

    Tito OdiernaTito OdiernaPred 19 dnevi
  • 2020 was very hard and i support you in every way im glad youre taking care of yourself of your physical and mental health thats really important and im glad youre hlding on, love

    Таира ПрибойскаТаира ПрибойскаPred 20 dnevi
  • Watching this just makes me depressed jack has changed and sound depressed. My childhood hero bro

    Goat GarbageGoat GarbagePred 20 dnevi
  • You made me happy threw dark times bro keep your head up

    Harry G13Harry G13Pred 20 dnevi
  • I was around on this channel back before Sean had even 100,000 subs. I remember how stoked he was just to reach that point. Now look at him. Granted, I don't watch anywhere near as much as I used to, because the channel has changed DRASTICALLY, and not in a way that I really find appealing anymore. I don't know what it is, but when SLworldsr's reach a certain level of notoriety and finally get rich, they change. A lot. And Sean isn't any different. And I don't mean they change in necessarily a bad way, but they for sure lose touch with "common people", which is what his channel was before and what I liked about it. He was just a regular guy, and now he's not anymore. He's all about the money just like the rest of them...

    DeadlyDanDaManDeadlyDanDaManPred 21 dnevom
  • I just think you guys tend to be a bit spoiled. You won the lottery. Some of us have to get day jobs and kiss this video stuff goodbye.

    BarryDennen12BarryDennen12Pred 21 dnevom
  • Pma

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  • Thank god you didn’t quit your such a great youtuber and I feel so sorry for you with your father I hope you feel better and stay strong mate

    DepexDepexPred 22 dnevi
  • Has anyone realised he’s just sat there talking about 2020

    Mini RamMini RamPred 23 dnevi
  • Its gonna be a kinda sad year for you because you father. You're father will be proud of you tho sorry for your loss o hope you will feel better soon

    Susu QanrilaqSusu QanrilaqPred 23 dnevi
  • Im glad you are putting in time for yourself and I hope you do great and get through this Jack I've been watching you from when I was 4 years old and we will allways be here for you

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    Tempest GambitTempest GambitPred 23 dnevi
  • We care

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  • Hiii

    Doireann McCartinDoireann McCartinPred 24 dnevi
  • Sounds like a covid long hauler situation, same for me, digestive stuff too. Not a lot that can be done about it, other than hope the research catches up for possible treatments

    tempodantempodanPred 24 dnevi
  • Jack's getting old. I hope you have a great retirement. And I hope jack or Sean lives happily. Sean your this channel. I don't know what to say. Man you were my childhood. Not really. But you've gotten to me to tough times. And I that's why I'm not much affected by this. Because you SLworlds creators are here. That's keep me thinking that everything will be okay

    Biotek DigitalBiotek DigitalPred 24 dnevi
  • It’s better but still not good (as of February)

    A Guy Who Likes Music And Video GamesA Guy Who Likes Music And Video GamesPred 24 dnevi
  • Ehh I use to be alone. But it's a terrible year. Atleast we've got vaccines. But I don't trust it. Sorry I'm just rambling

    Biotek DigitalBiotek DigitalPred 24 dnevi
  • Just remember we care so much more about your health and happiness than we ever could about uploads :)

    Beebo¡¡¡Beebo¡¡¡Pred 24 dnevi
  • I made a promise to myself if if I ever figure out I'm trans. I'm changing my name to Sean

    unrelatable contentunrelatable contentPred 24 dnevi
  • last years positive was i learned how to pirate ps2 games

    BeinZilexBeinZilexPred 24 dnevi
  • Me: *reads title* EXCUSE ME?! NO I WILL NOT ACCEPT

    Rynbow99Rynbow99Pred 24 dnevi
  • When u are Irish and u find out a famous youtuber is Irish so u subscribe to him

    Liam GrayLiam GrayPred 24 dnevi
  • i feel validated because i've always hated the advice always do your best and reasoned that is my mindset sometimes why i did some actions but it felt like i'm the odd one for not pushing myself

    Clarisse Francesca BarrettoClarisse Francesca BarrettoPred 25 dnevi
  • Thank you so much for sharing this. I think it's a really, beautifully human thing to be able to share your thoughts and feelings--the good and the bad--in a way that invites others to share as well. Share in comfort, share in encouragement, share in support. It's really special thing and I think that you illustrated just how important it is to do after such a batshit crazy year. Thank you so much for that, and I hope for nothing but good vibes to be heading your way in 2021, even though I know it's had a bit of a rough start already. Much love from the Midwest.

    Cleo CatCleo CatPred 25 dnevi
  • 8:30 Some SLworldsrs including Martenson and Dr. Campbell tried to warn people back in January 2020. Unfortunately, their videos didn't get recommended to a lot of the people.

    SW EeSW EePred 25 dnevi
  • i can't wach this now, i can see that he has no idea what will happen to him in the near future. he is so pure and kind.

    Elias PohlElias PohlPred 25 dnevi
  • 2020 almost made me felt like quitting life but I didn't watching you for a long time has inspired me so much and am just glad you are still going on YT my favourite youtuber

    ESparda A.K.A.悪魔の死神ESparda A.K.A.悪魔の死神Pred 26 dnevi
  • Kerbal Space Program

    Rey MysterioRey MysterioPred 26 dnevi
  • Bro i was walking to school wearing a mask and a dude drove up to me and was asking why i was wearing it because "its fake", i laughed at him and walked away.

    BweauganBweauganPred 27 dnevi
    • dude you have no idea what people are like, it gets way worse here

      Elias PohlElias PohlPred 25 dnevi
  • I found you through other peoples streams and I relate so much to what you are talking about this video. Thank you so much for doing what you do and I hope that your health problems resolve and your family is able to grieve over your fathers passing. Stay positive

    fishtailsushifishtailsushiPred 27 dnevi
  • SLworldsrs are people too. Your true fans will understand and support you.

    wildhorses runfreewildhorses runfreePred 28 dnevi
  • This video is probably my favourite on your channel, Seán. I honestly feel better after watching a video of yours a day but this one made me extremely emotional, it's really catharctic. I don't know how I didn't notice that something is wrong with a person I've been watching everyday (even though I don't really know you) and it made me think more about the people I've lost contact with during the pandemic. We're all scared and the virus just destroyed evebybody's plans, but caring about yourself and your closest friends/relatives is still the most important thing to do. Also, thank you for adressing the problem of lack of trust towards the medical workers at the end - watching people's behaviour really drained me of the energy this year and it's really important to encourage people to educate themselves. Thank you for being here, Seán. Take care.

    Ola TOla TPred 28 dnevi
  • Me when I saw the vid My brain said.........NO SHIT

    shepert TWTshepert TWTPred 28 dnevi
  • it made me happy to hear you say you’d be happy without youtube:) you’ve touched a lot of people, have helped many people through shitty times... you deserve to be at ease when you want to be

    Kayden Abbott-HilliardKayden Abbott-HilliardPred 28 dnevi
  • I created a playlist called Toss Boy with 57 of your videos on it.

    James FryeJames FryePred 28 dnevi
  • A month late but the orange one is flixotide

    Bob ĐukićBob ĐukićPred 28 dnevi
  • "What are you doing next?" Getting a cup of coffee with cream and two sugars, then playing something to unwind... This is the time to do you and chill. Big plans are great but take too much with everything going on. Be smart, be safe, and do what makes you happy within being safe and smart. 💜

    ThatTwistedKittenThatTwistedKittenPred 28 dnevi
  • Plz play Minecraft again.

    tck gaming the crazy killertck gaming the crazy killerPred 29 dnevi
  • Tinnitus is caused by all of your stress and built up

    T-Man JamesT-Man JamesPred 29 dnevi
  • I'm really sorry for your loss cant imagine what your going through. Stay Strong Sean

    BanthaBreadBanthaBreadPred 29 dnevi
  • ❤️

    Melanie HorowitzMelanie HorowitzPred 29 dnevi
  • "My asthma came back" Oh, that was ABSOLUTELY the 'rona. Happy to hear you're recovering, but JEEZ. Stay safe dude!

    XerxesTexasToastXerxesTexasToastPred 29 dnevi
  • Honestly this made me tear up. You are my favorite youtuber and brought me up from a bad time in my life and I thank you for that. Also could you do more HAPPY WHEELS!! Videos please. Also do you like world of war craft because I have some cool videos on that and could you consider subscribing to me? I love you jack, and I was wondering if Pink Lightnin will ever come back.

    James FryeJames FryePred 29 dnevi
  • Thanks for being a good parasocial Internet-friend :)

    HappyLilCamGirlHappyLilCamGirlPred 29 dnevi
  • Hey buddy thank you for sharing what’s been going on with your health, I’m sorry all that’s going on. Makes me feel less alone with my set of issues.

    HappyLilCamGirlHappyLilCamGirlPred 29 dnevi
  • I’m glad you uploaded this video summarising your 2020. I’ve only just discovered your channel, I’m loving the content even though I’m not a big gamer. Sorry to hear your recent sad news, stay strong, your SLworlds followers will be here for when you are ready.

    Tara ExellTara ExellPred mesecem
  • This man deserves the world

    Tyler WhitmireTyler WhitmirePred mesecem
  • We love you Jack - you take a breather and recharge - we’ll always be here for you mate

    TheHistoryAndBookNerd 89TheHistoryAndBookNerd 89Pred mesecem
  • 2020 was the shittiest, fucked up year of my life. I lost my father in July and going into 2021 is not looking good either. My 71 year old mother had a bad fall in October and she's been at the hospital ever since. Now she has unfortunately degenerated very fast and doesn't even recognise us anymore, forcing me to sign her up into an elderly home because she needs constant professional care. I feel so depressed honestly. I'm so fortunate and thankful that I have such a loving husband.

    NitedevilDarkwatchNitedevilDarkwatchPred mesecem
    • @AmW Yeah 2021 sucks and we're not even 3 months in yet

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    • 2021 so far is even more fucked up than 2020

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    • I'm so sorry that happened to you. We're here for you!

      Itz_IzzyItz_IzzyPred 17 dnevi
  • so wise

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  • sad to see our favorite SLworldsrs getting older and going away

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